it's december already, idk since when and why i became numb like this. some people say that is a bad thing because you can't feel a thing but actually i'm enjoying it (a lot). well of course i can't feel happy but at least i don't feel sad anymore. there's only tiredness, an inherent tiredness. I've tried to remember about thing that happened to me in the past couple of months, usually it made me sad but i just don't feel anything. and this week people said some harsh words to me, if I'm in a normal condition maybe i'll burst into tears or mock them with inappropriate words but instead i just stare at them blankly. to be honest i feel grateful because i don't care about anything anymore. its a really nice feeling you know. oh and by the way, its D-7 yay!! i'm soooo ready and soooo excited for dwp. oh my god i bet its gonna be epic, brace yourself cause its gonna be the best night of my life!!
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