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she woke up early in the morning. everything was grey.
"what happened?" she said. there's nothing but grey.
empty, dull, painfull. no sunshine. no rainbows and butterflies. there's no anything bright. bittersweet? no just bitter. "maybe this is just a dream"
she closed her eyes but when she opened it. it's still the same: there's nothing.
she walked alone. trying to figure out what happened, but then something hits her hard makes her fall into the ground.
she opened her eyes once more "what was that? where am i?"
this time she woke up on top of a building. on the edge of the rooftop.
the wind brushed her hair as she think "should i jump? what will happen if i fall?"
then, with no hesitation she jumped. she falls fast as she whispered "goodbye"
but nothing happened, she just kept falling with no end.
until after a while, she hits the ocean and drowned. some mermaids passed by, singing a goodnight lullabye.
"goodnight beautiful angel. close your eyes and rest your wings. let your pain slip away. let the tears fall. close your eyes and fly away. into a place far far away. goodnight beautiful angel. let the moonlight guards you thru the night. until the sunshine kiss your palms."
just like the song, she closed her eyes once more. thinking about the cruel world she used to live. letting the pain slip away, forgetting the broken promises, burning the memories, asking question that'll never be answered. like why people lied, why they are mean, why life is hard. then she hits the ocean floor, hard. blood everywhere. she screams but the words never comes out of her mouth. and finally, she closed her eyes. and never coming back.