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she woke up early in the morning. everything was grey.
"what happened?" she said. there's nothing but grey.
empty, dull, painfull. no sunshine. no rainbows and butterflies. there's no anything bright. bittersweet? no just bitter. "maybe this is just a dream"
she closed her eyes but when she opened it. it's still the same: there's nothing.
she walked alone. trying to figure out what happened, but then something hits her hard makes her fall into the ground.
she opened her eyes once more "what was that? where am i?"
this time she woke up on top of a building. on the edge of the rooftop.
the wind brushed her hair as she think "should i jump? what will happen if i fall?"
then, with no hesitation she jumped. she falls fast as she whispered "goodbye"
but nothing happened, she just kept falling with no end.
until after a while, she hits the ocean and drowned. some mermaids passed by, singing a goodnight lullabye.
"goodnight beautiful angel. close your eyes and rest your wings. let your pain slip away. let the tears fall. close your eyes and fly away. into a place far far away. goodnight beautiful angel. let the moonlight guards you thru the night. until the sunshine kiss your palms."
just like the song, she closed her eyes once more. thinking about the cruel world she used to live. letting the pain slip away, forgetting the broken promises, burning the memories, asking question that'll never be answered. like why people lied, why they are mean, why life is hard. then she hits the ocean floor, hard. blood everywhere. she screams but the words never comes out of her mouth. and finally, she closed her eyes. and never coming back.

David Guetta Jakarta!

HAAAAAAI jadi ceritanya lagi seneng nih karena minggu lalu tepatnya 13 oktober 2012 my favourite dj, David Guetta ngadain konser di jakarta dan luckily bisa nonton. MAAAN THE PARTY WAS AMAZING!. oke lebay bgt tapi ini serius-_____- jadi ceritanya gua kesana sama kinan mahen. kita nyampe sekitar jam 8an kita kira kita telat gataunya gerbang belom dibuka zz akhirnya kita baru masuk jam setengah 9an dan orang2 tuh pas gerbang dibuka semuanya lari larian ke stage yg emang agak jauh. pas itu masih 2 dj dari indonesia krn males kita makan eh pas jam 10an tbtb kedengeran lagu lights yang diremix gua langsung balik lagi deh ke stage, abis lights ada wonderwallnya oasis. pertamanya yang diremix sama kaz james abis itu yang versi aslinya lampunya dimatiin semua terus pada nyanyi itu seru bgt. abis itu paradise dan sisanya lupa-_- kaz james cuman sampe jam setengah 12an abis itu langsung lanjut Alesso! gua lupa dia mainin lagu apa aja, ingetnya cuman save the worldnya swedish house maffia, wild onesnya florida, every teardrop is a waterfall trs lupa deh wkwk. itu semuanya seru banget, the crowd is so wild, the lightings are amazing pokoknya definitinely awesome deh. AND THEEEN AROUND 1AM DAVID GUETTA KELUAR YEAAA HAHAHAHA semuanya teriak, bule yg disebelah gua histeris banget. euphorianya bener bener keren kaco dah. lagu pertama yang dia mainin itu titanium aiaiaiai seru banget maaan. huhu rasanya mau ngulang lagi...........abis itu dia nyapa 'hello jakarta, how are you? are you ready to party? everybody make some noise!' langsung semuanya teriak 'yeaaaah' abis itu dia muterin single barunya she wolf. KENAPASIH KENAPAAAA kenapa seru banget........mungkin kalo ga begitu ngefans sama dia gabakal selebay ini. tapi dance sama house music itu genre favorit gua dan david guetta is my favourite dj since i entered high school. jadi intinya I love you david! thank you so much for the awesome unforgettable night!!!!! xoxo<3 p="p">