9th May 2014.

why can't something be forever?

i kept asking myself that question over and over again
"some people come, some people go. but most of them go."
that's what they said. I'm tired of people saying that kind of things.
i just want something to last. i just want you to stay.

Maybe i wasn't good enough. maybe i'll never be.
maybe that's why you left.

i think I'm losing myself
lost on the way?
he took my breath away the day he said goodbye
and this time, i know there will be no more hello
no more

then why did you said all those things?
why did you called me you queen? your baby? your love?
why did you called me on 3am just to say that you loved me?
why did you do that if you're just going to leave anyway?

you kept me sane, we both knows it.
you kept my ribs together
held my fragile soul
and you promised that you'd stay

but i guess these days promises are made to be broke
these days people never meant what they said
and i figured out that life is just a series of goodbyes