Lost in desperation.

sebenernya gue bingung mau ngasih judul apaan eh tau2 ada iridescent di mtv wkwk oke gapenting skip. here's the story, cerita apaan?-_- yah pokoknya mau cerita tentang hubungan yg semakin lama semakin complicated. oke ini anjing banget gue terlalu sedih buat ngetik. terlalu sedih buat cerita. padahal ande kan strong kok malah gini sih................TT_TT AAAAAAA fuck you all die you bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kesel setengah mati rasanya pingin bunuh orang. PLEASE JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHAT TO DO. STOP BEING SO SELFISH AND MYSTERIOUS. AAAAAAAAAAAA RASANYA MAU KE DUFAN. i won't stop loving you, even if you told me to stop. mana janji lo? mana tuh janji katanya kalo udah kuliah mau keluar negri kalo gak ke bali berdua? ASDFGHJKL I love you too much. way too much. fuck ittttt what am I supposed to do? sedihnya mentok.

just another random shit. just skip this post.

Hello seattleeeee whatcha doin'? oke ini random sekali tapi berhubung saya sedang stress jadi boleh dong. gue bete nih sama pacar oh pacar. hai pacar, kenapa kamu senang sekali membuat saya kesal? tapiii inget katanya Guns n Roses "don't you cry tonight. I still love you, baby." pingin putus tapi nanti nyesel nanti galau lagian sayang juga sih udah mau setengah taun nanti nyanyi space bound lagi "and I would've done anything for you. to show you how much I adored you. but it's over now, it's too late to save our love." ah yasudahlah kan kalo lagi unyu kan gue juga yang seneng, biasanya juga gue tahan kok yegak? HAHAHA APASIH THIS IS SO RANDOM. nanti kalo udah seneng nyanyi your song deh "yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen" eh salah deng itu mah ngegombal ya;;) harusnya nyanyi Muse-unintended "choice to live my life extended. you could be the one I'll always love. you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA orang gila mah bebas ya. tapi capek nih gue, why is everyone so annyoing today? please, stop being such a fucking asshole. dan..........mendadak pingin nonton phineas and ferb. tadi siang cuma sempet nonton 1 episode doang. OH SO WHAT? LIKE ANYBODY WOULD CARE. HAHAHAHAHAHA WHY AM I SO WEIRD? WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL FOR AT LEAST JUST ONE DAY?-_- udah ah jebol nanti capsnya. mending dengerin stereo love beelah, liriknya dalem tapi nadanya enak. oh bodo. "you won't see me cry I'm hiding inside. my heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you." dalem gak sih???? dalem ya cyiiin. okeh mau ngikutin zahra ah sok sok lebay. "music says the unspoken words" eh gitu bukan sih?-_- ya pokoknya gitu dai. intinya gue mau nulis beberapa lagu yg sebenernya ga penting. my feelings are like: "I've become so numb I can't feel you there. Become so tired so much more aware...........Every step that I take is another mistake to you. And every second I waste is more than I can take" -Linkin Park, Numb. "I'd do anything for a smile. Holding you 'til our time is done. We both know the day will come. But I don't want to leave you"  -Avenged Sevenfold, Seize the day. "Now that I know what I'm without. You can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real. Bring me to life" -Evanescence, bring me to life. btw nih ya, kok agak sedikit ga nyambung sih yang bring me to life?-_____________- ah udah ah pegel braw, udah ya dadah.