30 ways to make a girl smile.

I hope you'd see this :
1. Tell her she's beautiful not hot or fine.
2. Hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. Kiss her on the forehead.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. When she is upset, hold her tight and don't let her go.
6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. Call her sweetie, not baby.
8. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. Pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. Write her notes [she loves them].
11. Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
12. Play with her hair and if it smells good tell her.
13. Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. Tell her funny jokes, stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes
16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. Carve your names into a tree.
19. If she's mad, kiss her.
20. Give her piggyback rides.
21. Bring her flower just because.
22. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
23. Let her take a many pictures a she wants.
24. Slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing.
25. Kiss her in the rain.
26. Take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home.
28. When she's ill stay by her bedside.
29. Play fight with her and let her win.
30. And most importantly if you love her, tell her.

Friday oh Friday.

Soooooo today is my last day on school!! Okay, it's not like i'm leaving school literally. It's my last day on the old school building because our school is gonna be renovated. And........here's the story.
jadi hari ini tuh seru parah banget bangetan, okelebay-_-  seperti biasa kelas selalu rusuh terus tadi pas pelajaran mtk tiba tiba bu riska keluar kelas terus kita rusuh lagi, eh tiba tiba pada keluar kelas terus heboh. anak kelas 11 tuh lagi pada foto foto di lapangan. terus akhirnya kita foto foto juga dikelas rusuh banget eh tiba tiba yayang dengan sangat un-selo teriak 'woooyy!!! anak x3 semuanya disuruh turun!!' padahal gaada yang nyuruh turun-_- akhirnya sebagian kebawah sebagian tetep diatas, nah gue kan diatas lagi becanda sama syifa gtgt eh tiba tiba doli masuk ke kelas terus billy ngikutin. akhirnya gue konciin dari luar wakakaka jadinya dia kayak lagi homoan cuma berdua sama billy dikelas kesian bgt eh terus somay dateng terus kuncinya dikencengin sama dia jadi susah dibuka. terus lamalamalama akhirnya dibukain sama toku wkwk. abis itu gantian tuh x3 foto foto dilapangan sama guru guru lain juga rusuh deh pokoknya tapi diliatin sama anak 2012 jadi rada gaenak-_- eh tiba tiba anak x2 pada ngikutin ke lapangan terus jbjb foto kita lalala terus gantian mereka yang foto kan nah terus abis foto foto kita naik lagi ke kelas, anak cowok tuh pada nyoret nyoret tembok. kebetulan gue bawa spidol banyak akhirnya gue ikutan eh terus akhirnya jadi sekelas pada nulis di tembok semua. kita pada tanda tangan disitu hahaha seru deh tembok jadi penuh banget gaada yang kosong pokoknya. eh tiba tiba piko dengan paniknya lari ke kelas sambil teriak 'WOY! KABUR WOY LARI SEMUANYA! ADA PAK AGNI! BURUAN KEBAWAH KITA KABUR!!!' ngakak banget terus kita semua pada panik beresin tas terus langsung lari kebawah wkwk terus akhirnya kita duduk duduk depan koperasi sambil ketawa tawa, becanda, foto foto lagi pokoknya gitu deh nah terus pas cowoknya selesai sholat jumat kita gnumpul lagi ngobrol becanda bentar terus yang cowok pada ke baba yang cewek pada nyebar. akhirnya gue ke bepek sama menes, pawes, mute tuh berempat. udah deh selesaiiiii.
I'll miss you so much my old school!!! ({})

Hari ini.

Hari ini sebenernya biasa aja sih cuma gue iseng aja mau ngisi blog hehe oketrsknp gapenting skip dadah.
Karena ini hari senin, jadi kayak biasa gue nina pawes gtgt ke sevel tampur tapi tanpa nuke dan selvi. Nahhh terus pas disana gue ngga bisa berhenti ketawa gatau kenapa hari ini gue random banget *curhat* nah terusss tibatiba tuh si syifa sama lisa ngomongin m-tronik dan....gue ngakak ga berenti padahal sebenernya ngga ada yang lucu-_- oke sebenernya ada sih yang lucu yaitu......gue HAHAHA jayus okedadah. Abis itu biasa lah kita ngerandom random ga jelas ngomongin orang wkwk biasalah cewek (emangnya gue cewek?) NISSS PLEASEEEE STOP IT!!!! Terus yaudah tuh kita balik karena udah setengah 5 nah terus pas dijalan gue gatau gue dimana biasalah annisa memang buta jalan kemana-mana selalu naik ojek wkwk terussss untungnya tibatiba gue tau gue dimana dan abis itu mau langsung naik ojek kan tapi gue gabisa nyebrang eh tau taunya ada pak polisi dan dia pake kacamata item gitu terus dia nyengir ke gue dan bilang "ngga bisa nyebrang ya? sini saya sebrangin" HAHA malu abitch terus abis gue nyebrang gue serasa terbang abis disebrangin polisi sumpah tolol......-_- NAHHH abis itu kan gue lanjut jalan lalalalla eh ketemu dian andriani kawan lamaku. oketrsknp-_- udah ah capek laper mau makan ngantuk udahan curhatnya andenyah capek hehe dadaaaaaah

Kinan&Randi.

HAHAHA sialan emang gue dikerjain sama mereka-_-
 Conf nya super rusuh.

I say:

hai

Kinan says:

randinya gadiinvite nis?sekalian aja ngomong bertiga gt nis aku deg2an jg soalnya

I say:

-_____-

Zahra says:

Hai

I say:

oke tapan

Zahra says:

Emg knp kau kin?

Deg degan kenapa?

Randi26 has joined this conversation

Zahra says:

Crt dulu!!!

I say:

hai annisa cantik disini.

Randi26 says:

apa

Kinan says:

kinan jelek disini

gadeng cantik

SETRES AAA

Zahra says:

Duh pusing liat foto kalian

Eh hpnya mau dibawa mamaku bntr

I say:

oke busuk.

Kinan says:

randi mana?

I say:

straight to the point: annisa cantik.

oke stop.

kali ini serius

Zahra says:

Randi yg mana kinan yg mana-_-

Kinan says:

zahra......km pintar deh-_-

Randi26 says:

halo

Kinan says:

NISSS bantuin >,<

Randi26 says:

apaansih nih

I say:

ran serius yah

kata kinan........annisa cantik.

oke serius.

ran kata kinan lo......agak berubah

Kinan says:

NISSSSSSSS buruan keburu bete-_-

Randi26 says:

kenapasih-_-

Zahra says:

Perasaan kalian baek baek aja......

Kinan says:

ran

aku ngerasa beda

Randi26 says:

beda knp?

Kinan says:

km jd cuek skrg

I say:

berubah rannn

Kinan says:

belakangan ini aku ngerasa aku makin jelek

I say:

kin?-_-

Kinan says:

HEHE biar ga stres

Zahra says:

Bingung dgn nama kalian.......

Kinan says:

kinanti nirvana zahhhh drmn bingungnya sih-_-

I say:

zah plis.....

Zahra says:

Skrg begini deh, sebulan aja blm udh brntm molooo

Kinan knp gaberani ngmg sm randoy

I say:

tau tuh-_-

Zahra says:

Kesian randoynyaah kalo ngmg ngmg sm kitanya jg

I say:

randinya mana?

Zahra says:

Trs kalian itu udh cocok

Randi26 says:

apa

Kinan says:

iya pdhl aku udh ngerasa cocok...tp....

Randi26 says:

ini kenapasih

Zahra says:

Cuek sm cuek

Aku nda tau masalahnya

Randi kan udh tau kinan knp

Selesain sendiri chat sanaah

Ini untuk menggila sajaaah

Kinan says:

km yg knp ran

Zahra says:

Ah lebaiiiiyyyyiiiiiyyyyiiiii

Kinan says:

jgn left zaah gbs sendiri

Zahra says:

Gamau left-___-

Kenapa gabisaaaa?

Yg tau hubungan kalian kan kalian

Yg ngejalanin kalian

I say:

plis jangan rusuh, selon aja aku gangerti-_-

Randi26 says:

paansihnih

Kinan says:

apasih yg km ngerti nis-_-

Zahra says:

Maunya apa ran? Baca lah chatnya-_-

Randi26 says:

O

Kinan says:

tai lu ran

Randi26 says:

apalo babi

I say:

jangan berantem dong.......

Randi26 says:

hahahah

Kinan says:

dia yg ngajakin nissss

zah nis aku mau ngomong

I say:

annisa cantik.

Kinan says:

sebenernya......aku pria

I say:

oke selesai.

serius.........

Randi26 says:

sebenernya..........saya wanita

I say:

stress okedadah

Zahra says:

Hem-_---------------

Ngmg kin silahkan

Randi26 says:

sbnrnya....

Kinan says:

aku............

lelaki.......

bujangan

GADENG

Randi26 says:

aku.......

wanita......

idaman

Zahra says:

Lama

-___-

Kinan says:

yg lama bales kan elo zah

I say:

tai lo semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

emosi nih woy

Kinan says:

udah ah ngaku yg ini randi

itu kinan

Randi26 says:

tauzah yang lama bls kan km

Kinan says:

wassalam

;p

I say:

lelet lu pada

Zahra says:

Gue padahal balesnya ga lama

Randi26 says:

INI KINAN WKAK

I say:

anjing babi

Randi26 says:

indahnya ngerjain orang,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I say:

fak abis

mati lo

Kinan says:

HAHAHAHA

rawr gigit nih

Randi26 says:

AH ANNISA MAH MUAH MUAH

Zahra says:

Udh bodo dadah

Randi26 says:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I say:

babi lo semua anjinggggggg mati looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Zahra says:

Kok alay.-_- wkwkwk

E-mail kalian itu loh yg aku curigakan

Randi26 says:

ih annisa mah ah......

WKWKW MAAFYAH MUAH SAYANGKALIAN

Randi26 says:

NISA UDH CEMAS WKKWK

Zahra says:

Aku pikir dari td ah paling bercanda

Gtgt

Gaboleh ngmg jorok nis....ckckck

Kinan says:

zahra hebat ya.....berbakat jd mamaloren

Zahra says:

Gue mah udh tau akal akalan best couple

Lo berdua kan akalnya ada ada aja

Kinan says:

uminyuminyu wkwkwk

Zahra says:

Apalagi randi!-_-

Kinan says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

ih andenya ngambek-_-

Kinan says:

iya.....

maafkan kami nisa

Zahra says:

Nisa kok gaenak ya pen ngakak

Kinan says:

nis cantik deh nis

kubeliin roti ya nis ya

Zahra says:

Roti kering wakakakakak

Kinan says:

marah beneran.....rawr abiez

Kinan says:

IH ANNISA MAAAAAAH

annisadevianda says:

gue ga marah kok

Kinan says:

ah boong

Zahra says:

Hayolo kaliandddh

Randi26 says:

itukan aku kin-_-

Kinan says:

OOOOH

AH AUAH BINGUNG

Randi26 says:

HAHA yg menang akoe asik

Kinan says:

mamam noh asik-_-

Randi26 says:

aum

I say:

tai looooooo

itu randi

Randi26 says:

wkwkwk

Zahra says:

Sbr ya nde

Kinan says:

-_-

Zahra says:

Gue mah tau akalannya randi

Kinan says:

maaf ya nde....

Zahra says:

Waktu itu aja dia ganti dn nya iman.....

Randi26 says:

iya.......

wakak balyaw ntar cari cara lain ahh

Kinan says:

cara lainnya gmn ya hem

tukeran msn aja sekalian-_-

Zahra says:

Dan ide ide gilanya yg kadang menarik

Randi26 says:

iya...

udah basi ntar yg ngamuk zahr

eh away makand

Zahra says:

Ngapain ngamuk.

Org udh tau hahaha

Brb sholadh

Maaf ya nde....

Kinan says:

okeh

brb makan solat

iyande maaf ya........

Randi26 says:

bek

maaf ya..nde

OH-SO-HAPPY-LIFE.

Let's just get straight to the point. I miss my childhood. I really do.
This morning I saw eqal, aika and a few of my little friends. Well, I admit it. I am so jealous with them.
All they do is just having fun. I mean JUST having fun ALL THE TIME.

No need to think about school tasks that's driving you insane. No need to think about boys. No need to think about all the people whose crazy about popularity. No need to think about some conflicts in your family. They're just kids, all they have to think about is just ways to have fun. I miss those times. I wish I could just turn back the time. I watn to be a 12 years old kid FOREVER. Seriously, things are getting really crazy these days. I'm soooooooooo fckng frustrated. Luckily, I have many bestfriends and my bf beside me. Thankuuu for brighten up my days even though your a lil' bit annoying sometimes :p Love you guysss :* ({})

I'm gone.

I'm all out of faith. I'm lie awaken and I can see the perfect sky is torn.
I got nowhere to run. I just wanna scream. But no matter how loud I've screamed it just like no one's listening.
Let it rain. Let it pour. Let the storm goes on. Let the rain wash the pain of yesterday.
I got a tons of pain in my chest. It's like the whole world's burden is in my shoulder.
I'm tired but I must carry on. The path is too long, my destination is still far.
I got nothing left to lose. Everyone's already walked away.
My loneliness is killing me. I know I'm not good enough.
If I close my eyes forever. Would it ease the pain? Can I breathe again?

Do you?

Do you ever had that feeling?


The feeling of being forgot, unwanted, not good enough. 
The feeling of missing someone so bad and then knowing that they don't miss you.
The feeling of being left out in the dark, just like there's no one wants to be with you.
The feeling of somehow, you just don't belong.


Well, I do. It hurts. So bad. It's like crying are not even enough to remove the pain.


I just want you to hold me tight and don't let ever go.
I want you to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.
But I know you won't.