that moment...

hai.........sudah lama sekali ga ngepost. sebenernya pingin ngepost tentang ultah gue tp andenyah males. jadii kita curhat ajayuk? yuk. andenya udah taken lagi loh^^ cepet yakan? hihi;;) nama pacar barunya adam. dan orangnya superduperjiper unyu klimaks. padahal blm sebulan yak tp udah sygbgtt, waktu itu malem malem ujan dan dia masih mau menjemput manusia merepotkan sepertiku di sekbol. OOO kenapa jadi curhat. nah yaa, adamnya lagi sakit nihh gwrrrs sayangkoeee:* jadi andenya kesepian alay yakan T_T terus yang bikin kesel tuh pada minta cariin pacar sama gue coba.....sebenernya kesel bukan krn pada minta cariin pacar, the thing is kl nanti mereka udah punya pacar dijamin pasti bakal sombong setengah mampus dan nyeseknya lagi kalo mereka pacaran sama temen gue.......ohbodoyanis. misalnya ajanih si ravi, adek adekan guee dia minta cariin pacar dann gue ladenin krn kasian dia galo molo kerjaannya. teyusss kak anggi, hampir tiap malem kita chat loh.......tp kalo dia punya pacar sombongnya amitamit, gue mau nyapa jg males takut dikira ganjen, terus kak nicko juga...........kakak2an gue yang paling unyu..........terus masih banyak deh.......ea sok sedih. kl pada taken semua ga kasian apa sama akunya kesepianT_T ah yasudahlah, yang penting kan udah berbuat baik. it feels good somehow when you can make other ppl happy:) wkwkwk jijik ah. well yeah, i'm lonely. that's it. lonely and needs some ppl who will cares about me. pathetic, huh? udah ah curhatnya gapentinggg babai

Hell-o-ctober.

kenapa gue kalo ngasih judul selalu ngasal-_- ah yasudahlah beteweeeee H-13!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA okestop itu masih lama. mau cerita tapi bingung harus mulai darimana. oktober penuh kejutan.................HAHAHA apasih jijay mengingatkan pada acara gebyar bca sama mandiri fiesta. oke apasih.......-_- ceritanya mulai darimana yachhh, jadi gini yah pokoknya intinya. gue-single-loh. oh-bodo-ya-nis. sebenernya sih ya kenapa gitu ya gue single? sebenernya gapeting juga gue nulis ginian. soalnya sebenernya gaada yang mau tau juga. jadi sebenernya gini nih ya ceritanya, gue udah mulai agak bosen............mari kita pasang lagu remember when by avril lavigne. yah pokoknya lo liat aja lirik lagunya. intinya seperti itu. and then.................................he came. who is he? kasih tau nggak yaaa? hm gimana yaaa? okeapasih-_- depannya a. ande. annisa devianda. oke,bye. yah pokoknyaa dia bisa bikin gue seneng biarpun gue lg gak mood garagara you know who. voldemort dong HAHA. ah udah ah gajelas banget postingannya, mau curhat tapi kayaknya fail banget. mission failed. okeapasihhhhh emangnya main gta-_- stop being so ngablu. october, please be my month. mentang mentang gue oktober ultah jadi banyak kejutan gini yak. paansi paansi penbat dikasih kejutan............................okedadah oyasumi nasai minna-san.

Keep on dancin'

oke gue geli sendiri kenapa judulnya sok asik begini...........skip skip. it's been a long time yah terakhir gue ngepost tanggal 9 which means hmpr sebulan yang lalu. oke penting. jadi gini ya, gue mau cerita tentang seminggu yang laloeee. jadi pas sabtu tuh rencananya gue, Zahra, Kinan, Randi sama Rama tuh mau ke gancy abis itu ke ls party. so here's the story. siang2 tuh gue zahra kinan jalan dari rumah ye nungguin rama bales bbm seabaadddddd akhirnya kita ke bp dulu. nah trs blablabla ketemu sama randi rama trs langsung otw gancy. NAHHHH when we're on our way, si Randi tuh superduper diem. biasanya paling bacot kenapa tau tau diam seribu bahasa gini............si kinan langsung galau gitu kan. sampe pas di gancy tbtb si kinan ngajak ke toilet. dan pas di toilet kinan kayak galau2 gitu 'randi kenapa? padahal kan kangen blabla' pokoknya kasian deh. and suddenly.....she cried. anjirrr for the first time tuh!!! pertama kalinya kinan galau karena cowok, karena randi. dan udah tuh kinan randi diem dieman lumayan lama sampe akhirnya siapa gitu tbtb ngajak makan dan randi bilang mau ngebayarin kinan dan mereka pun akur kembali wkwkwk. terus tuh kita makan di a&w kan dan astaga lawak banget pas makan ketawa mulu kerjanya HAHAHAHAHAHAHA dan yah skip lah trs kita ke amazing world mau fotobox. nah abis itu kita solat kan, trs nyari musolanya seabad bgt yah kita muter muter maklum alay. nah pas abis solat kita kayak becanda canda gitu di musola hahaha cacat deh trs tbtb zahra di bbm sandy kalo raptor shuffle udah tampil *jengjeng* Panic attack. hahaha kita langsung setsetset gece pake sepatu dan turun lewat tangga bukan eskalator bukan lift biar cepet wkwk ngakak bgt sumpah kita tuh sok sok meragain naruto geblek bangeet. trs kita ber5 lari larian kayak apaan tau ke usni. dan pas same di usni antrinya meeeen kayak antri sembako-_- dan pas udah tuh dpt tiket trs masuk zahra langsung yang teriak "ITU ****!!!!!!!!!" and then she ran as fast as a lighting bolt. HAHANJER bahasa gue betkece dan knp itu namanya sok sensor.......udah skip. dan pas banget kita nyampe depan panggung tuh tinggal bagian ricky lagi jumpstyle-_- nah udah tuh kita jalan2 keliling2 ketemu temen becanda canda gajetot. terus pas jam 8an tuh dj gitu dan itutuh asik bgt kita joget joget gatau malu udah kayak paantau HAHA tapi justru itu serunya. and all the ppl are screaming "gamau pulaaaaang, maunya digoyaaaaang" seru bgt deh pokoknya. gue cuma liat raptor shuffle, south of faust (bener ga sih?-_-v), street one shuffle, cookie monster shuffle, step project, lazy bless, gortex sd etcetc. and finally jam 11 kita pulanggg. seru parahhh seharian. sebenernya ceritanya superduper panjang ya cuma gue males ngetik. oh and btw the reason i named this post like that is i was kinda sad that day, really sad. but not everything is have to be about boys, right? so just keep on dancing no matter what HAHAAHAHAHA oh and here's the photos:

Lost in desperation.

sebenernya gue bingung mau ngasih judul apaan eh tau2 ada iridescent di mtv wkwk oke gapenting skip. here's the story, cerita apaan?-_- yah pokoknya mau cerita tentang hubungan yg semakin lama semakin complicated. oke ini anjing banget gue terlalu sedih buat ngetik. terlalu sedih buat cerita. padahal ande kan strong kok malah gini sih................TT_TT AAAAAAA fuck you all die you bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kesel setengah mati rasanya pingin bunuh orang. PLEASE JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHAT TO DO. STOP BEING SO SELFISH AND MYSTERIOUS. AAAAAAAAAAAA RASANYA MAU KE DUFAN. i won't stop loving you, even if you told me to stop. mana janji lo? mana tuh janji katanya kalo udah kuliah mau keluar negri kalo gak ke bali berdua? ASDFGHJKL I love you too much. way too much. fuck ittttt what am I supposed to do? sedihnya mentok.

just another random shit. just skip this post.

Hello seattleeeee whatcha doin'? oke ini random sekali tapi berhubung saya sedang stress jadi boleh dong. gue bete nih sama pacar oh pacar. hai pacar, kenapa kamu senang sekali membuat saya kesal? tapiii inget katanya Guns n Roses "don't you cry tonight. I still love you, baby." pingin putus tapi nanti nyesel nanti galau lagian sayang juga sih udah mau setengah taun nanti nyanyi space bound lagi "and I would've done anything for you. to show you how much I adored you. but it's over now, it's too late to save our love." ah yasudahlah kan kalo lagi unyu kan gue juga yang seneng, biasanya juga gue tahan kok yegak? HAHAHA APASIH THIS IS SO RANDOM. nanti kalo udah seneng nyanyi your song deh "yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen" eh salah deng itu mah ngegombal ya;;) harusnya nyanyi Muse-unintended "choice to live my life extended. you could be the one I'll always love. you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA orang gila mah bebas ya. tapi capek nih gue, why is everyone so annyoing today? please, stop being such a fucking asshole. dan..........mendadak pingin nonton phineas and ferb. tadi siang cuma sempet nonton 1 episode doang. OH SO WHAT? LIKE ANYBODY WOULD CARE. HAHAHAHAHAHA WHY AM I SO WEIRD? WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL FOR AT LEAST JUST ONE DAY?-_- udah ah jebol nanti capsnya. mending dengerin stereo love beelah, liriknya dalem tapi nadanya enak. oh bodo. "you won't see me cry I'm hiding inside. my heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you." dalem gak sih???? dalem ya cyiiin. okeh mau ngikutin zahra ah sok sok lebay. "music says the unspoken words" eh gitu bukan sih?-_- ya pokoknya gitu dai. intinya gue mau nulis beberapa lagu yg sebenernya ga penting. my feelings are like: "I've become so numb I can't feel you there. Become so tired so much more aware...........Every step that I take is another mistake to you. And every second I waste is more than I can take" -Linkin Park, Numb. "I'd do anything for a smile. Holding you 'til our time is done. We both know the day will come. But I don't want to leave you"  -Avenged Sevenfold, Seize the day. "Now that I know what I'm without. You can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real. Bring me to life" -Evanescence, bring me to life. btw nih ya, kok agak sedikit ga nyambung sih yang bring me to life?-_____________- ah udah ah pegel braw, udah ya dadah.

One-week.

oke, kenapa judulnya begitu? gue juga gatau. intinya, gue mau cerita. dari senin sampe minggu. gasuka? gausah baca. sekian. so, let's startttt..

Monday: ada apa di hari senin? gue lupa. sebenernya senin sekolah tapi gue bolozzzz betapa rajinnyah wkwk anjir gue belom 1 semester udah ga masuk 8 kali. DELAPAN KALI. EIGHT TIMES. WOW, NEW RECORD. oke trs kenapa ya bodo amat. nah pokoknya seharian gue cuma tidur tidur gajls soalnya sakit garagara baru pasang behel zzz-_-

Tuesday: hmmm, hari selasa lumayan seru. jadi biasalah gue bangun siang trs pas jam 3an gue main kerumah prama soalnya bosen. kebetulan juga lagi ga puasa garagara gaboleh sama bokap-_- NAH TERUSS SERU NIH kebetulan dirumah prama lagi ada eqal trs akhirnyaaa setelah becanda becanda gajelas kita akhirnya mau main perang perangan pake pistol air. AND IT WAS TOTALLY FUN. agak lebe sih tapi bodo amat. gue sama vira lawan prama eqal. and the other kids in our block just like 'wow, hhow i wish i can join with them' HAHAHAHAHA betapa jahatnya kita. dan kita main sampe magrib. terus malemnya jam 7an gitu gue cabut gigi dan itu sakit parah. sekian.

Wednesday: hari rabu. gue avira zahra pergi ke bp janjian juga sama randi buat beli kue sama stereofam buat kinan (tulisannya gt bukan sih?-_-) yah pokoknya gtdai. trs bp berubah jadi sesat dan stt. banyak anak sesat dan stt. trs kita ketemu temennya zahra gtg dai. dan tumbennyaaaa randi mau bayarin 60rb buat kue kinan HAHAHA tumben parah. udah itu aja deh-_-

Thursday: hemmm gue lupa siang sama sorenya ada apaan-_- pokoknya malemnya gue cabut gigi, again. dan kinan datenggg whooooop!! dan pas cabut gigi..................it hurts so bad. gue sampe nangis. anjir lebe bgt tapi benersih gue nangis gitu pas disuntik alayyy. nah aps dirumah, darahnya cepet sih berentinya tapi. sekian.

Friday&Saturday: KINANTI NIRVANA'S 14TH BIRTHDAY AND 4TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY WITH RANDI ANDIKA. THAT DAY WAS TOTALLY FUN, FUN, FUN. serunya klimaks.untuk berita selengkapnya just check out their blog: punyanya zahra dan punyanya kinan karena gue males ngetik wkwk

Sunday: demi apapun gue lupa ada apaan pas minggu. sekian, too lazy to type. too lazy to remembering sunday. EYAAA lagunya ATL itumah-_- oke babaiiii

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY KNZVM!! KEEP SOLID YAAAAA:* {} <3

Top 10 house music via Beatport

1. Sending My Love feat. Max C (Original Mix)
2. The Bottle Song (Original Mix)
3. You've Got The Love (Mark Knight Remix)
4. No Beef feat. Miss Palmer (Vocal Mix)
5. Prutataaa (Original Mix)
6. Live For What I'd Die For (Mark Knight Remix)
7. Raise Your Weapon (Madeon Extended Remix)
8. Drift (Original Club Mix)


9. Bromance (Avicii's Radio Edit) 
10. All Right (Bass Kleph Remix)

Via Beatport. Just click the link. Oh and, by the way,  this chart is created by me.

hem.

HAIIIII btw udah lama ga ngepost ya. kangen ga? kangen dong. sebenernya bingung mau ngepost apaan. annisa memang selalu bingung 3-| OKE APASIH terus ya masa barusan di mtv ada iklan terus yg kata katanya gini "being a teenager makes me wants to die" lebe ga asih? lebe bgt. sebenernya sih kadang kadang MAYBE YAAAAA anak2 lain yg seumuran gue kl udah stress pasti kayak gitu deh ngomongnya pen mati ae. okay, just sayin' ya. no offense. dulu gue juga pernah ngomong gitu................dan tbtb gue mikir, kenapa gue sangat lebe? oke bodoamat ya nis gaada yg peduli juga. AND BY THE WAYYYY KENAPA JADI BAHAS GINIAN SIH?! BY THE WAYYYY WHY AM I TURNING THE CAPS LOCK ON? supaya heboh kali ya. biar pada baca haha oke pede bgt kayak ada yg mau baca blog lo ajasih nis-_______- hem hem bingung nih mau nulis apaan. IH IH masa barusan adek kelas gue ngetweet 'semua foto lo editan semua, muka ps ya?' HAHAHAHA MBAK MBAK YOU DON'T HAVE A MIRROR DON'T YOU? oke unselo-_- tapi seriuzzzz dia tuh fotonya hampir semuanya dari cameroid yang pake efek blur blur ituloh. almost ya tapi. ehiya you know what??? gue lagi bete nic sama dika hftttt dikacangin moeloe dari kemaren, maklumlah libur jadi dia main mulu. tapi kan kalo keseringan lama lama kesel juga. bete yach wkwk. eh iya masa ya gue jadi suka tiesto. okayyyy sebenernya sih udah lama. cuma baru sekarang tuh jadi suka banget sama hardwell, terus tim mason, deep dish, dada life etc etc kalo david guetta sama tiesto mah udah lama sukanya. OH SO WHAT? LIKE I CARE. oke babaiiii males ngetik

It feels like I'm back to 2009.

Haiiiiii udah lama ya nggak ngepost maklum sibuk wkwk. jadi sekarang udah libur nih ceritanyaa. Now, I'm officially an 11th grader woohooo \m/ ceritanya banyak banget selama liburan ini. Liburan kali ini tuh seru bgt lebih berkesan soalnya jadi kayak balik lagi ke tahun 2009: sore gowes, pertengkaran dgn anak2 lain wkwk dll deh. Tapi yang paling seru yaituuu knzvm goes to garut&bandung!! seru bgt gilakkk panjang banget jadi males nyeritainnya. terus serunya lagi kita ketemu terus sama kinan soalnya dia nginep 2 minggu disini, kita 3hari disana dan sisanya di bandung wkwk seru gilak. terus.........gue-berhasil-masuk-IPA!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS PLACE ABOUT TO BLOW. oke ga nyambung-__- intinya gue seneng. teyusss waktu itu sempet berantemlah sama di itu EYA SOK SENSOR HAHAHAHA ohiya........tbtb inget waktu itu pas malem malem kita abis dari pim kan trs main laptop eh papaku foto kita (gue, kinan, zahra, avira) dan di upload ke fb yastaga berasa artis dan commentnya saoloh 'GRUP ABALISME LAGI NGERUBUNGIN LEPIE'..............*speechless* *die* laptop gue dikasih nama sama bokap yaitu lepie, knp bokap gue seaneh itu sih-_- dan pas jam set1 malem kita ke mcd tuh laper eh pas lagi di kasir bokap gue foto kita lagi dari belakang 'GRUP ABALISME LAGI SARAPAN TENGAH MALAM' -______________- supermemalukan2011. terussss maaf ya gue ceritanya lompat2 wkwk gue jadi inget pas di pvj.. gilakkk banyak banget cowok kece!! maigatttt ._. terus masa kata andra di pvj ada ice skating tptp sayangnya kita nggak liat zz udah gttt kita nonton insidious, red riding hood, sama dark water. Ah pokoknya banyak banget deh, tiap hari itu seru. All we have to do is just finding ways for having fun all day, no stress allowed HAHA oke maaf ngaco lg pusing soalnya. O. Y.

KNZVM.

KINIZAVAMA. Kinan-Annisa-Zahra-Avira-Prama. Yeah, Us.

kita mulai deket pas tahun 2008. sebenernya gue-kn-avr-prm sodaraan jadi udah deket dari dulu cuma ngga sedeket sekarang.

jadi gimana ceritanya kita ber5 bisa deket? oke sebenernya ngga penting sih gaada yang peduli juga-_-. jadi awalnya pas tanggal 17 agustus 2008.
waktu itu pas lagi 17an gitu dan zahra baru pindah ke puter, gue prama kinan avira patrick jojo dll tuh lagi main gitu dan zahra ngeliatin kita. eh terus prama tiba tiba ngomong 'eh lo mau ikutan?' waktu itu gue masih bocah, masih kelas 8 wkwk. terus zahra bilang 'ngga deh' ehhh galama kemudian zahra mau ikutan. terus kita main sampe malemmmmm.....................akhirnya kinan pulang lagi ke rawamangun. dan zahra bingung terus akhirnya kita ngejelasin semuanya *okelebay. And then, starting from the next day. Our adventure began, and the bonds between us are getting tighter and tighter until now and so on :)

Udah banyak banget yang kita lewatin bareng, sedih, seneng, serem, seru, kocak. pokoknya kita emang selalu bareng bareng deh. mulai dari pensi, berenang, nginep, ulangtahun, ddr, berantem sama anak2lain, masih banyak lagi deh. apalagi pas tahun2009, kita tuh berandal banget aja. Well, gue ceritain satu satu ya tentang mereka:

1. Kinanti Nirvana: 13y.o. A student in Labschool Rawamangun JHS. 8th grader. Right now, she's in a relationship with Randi Andika. She is the most random person I've ever met. Pasti pusing deh kalo ngomong sama kinan, muter muter kayak di dufan (?) kinan kalo ngomong ngga bisa serius pasti becanda, tapi kinan itu cantik dan super duper asik. gaada loe ngga rame B-) But, She's a VERY GOOD listener. biarpun cerita gue ngga penting tapi dia tetep mau dengerin. dari kecil dia sepupu yang paling deket sama gue, dari dulu banget kita emang selalu bareng. kalo beli baju atau beli sesuatu pasti kita suka kembaran. bahkan buku diary..............okesuram-_- Intinyaaa: annisa sayang kinan! :* ({})

2. Zahra Abida:  14 y.o. A student in 177 JHS. 8th grader. Right now, she's still single. For me, She is the most normal person between 5 of us. Sebenernya dia emang suka ngablu.......tapi belom separah gue kinan avira prama. Well, NOT YET. Kita liat aja nanti wkwk. kalo gue lagi cerita biasanya yang nasehatnya paling bener emang cuma dari dia doang. sisanya? mabok semua wkwk. soalnya (kayaknya) emang dia yang paling berpengalaman diantara kita. zahra sebenernya banyak yang naksir, soalnya dia emang cantik sih. tapi aku tau kok hati kamu buat siapa, pasti aku kan? HAHAHA gadeng pokoknya rahasia. zahra itu kenal banyak orang, dan dikenal juga. apasih nis bahasanya sok ribet. intinya, dia lumayan eksis. dia yang paling bijak diantara kita ber5. I Love You so much Zahra!! :* ({})

3. NURRR Avira Shahnalia: 13 y.o. A student in 161 JHS. Right now, she's still single. She is my younger sister so I know her really well. EYA kayak lagunya sm*sh. She is the most flirtatious girl between 5 of us. Avira doyan banget ngaca, kaca juga udah bosen kali ngeliat mukanya dia-_- well, level ngablunya emang belom separah gue, kinan, prama. tapi dia lebih ngablu daripada zahra. oke gapenting okedadah. Avira tuh ya kalo mau pergi superribet2011. soalnya dia selalu galau mau pake baju apa dan itu ngeselin karena kita selalu nungguin dia milih baju-_- terus tuh yaaa avira tuh rekan ddr gue. EAAA REKAN WAKAKAKA pokoknya gue kalo main ddr pasti pasangannya sama avira. Lop yu juga virr :* ({}) 

 4. Aldhifa Pramedianda: 11 y.o. A student in Al-Azhar elementary School. He's........single of course-_- He is the coolest, the most handsome, and the cutest between 5 of us. Well, of course he's the most handsome because we're all girls except him. prama itu................tipikal cowok idaman banget deh sayangnya dia masih kelas 5. liat aja nih kalo udah smp DIJAMIN 100% yang naksir sama prama pasti banyak,. soalnya nih ya prama itu: ganteng, kece, jago shuffle, pinter, jago basket, jago futsal, dan super asik. pokoknya kalo di sinetron dia pasti jadi cowok idolanya deh. coba aja prama bukan anak sd, coba prama bukan sepupu gue, pasti gue naksir. All of us (knzhravr) agree with that. kesian banget prama suka dipeluk-peluk sama dicium-cium gitu sama kita ber4 wkwk. kalo ngga ada prama ngga lengkap kayaknya, ngga ada yang rusuh soalnya. I Love You my lil' Prama :* ({})

Sebenernya masih banyak yang pingin gue tulis, tapi berhubung sekarang sudah jam setengah 3 pagi dan saya sudah dimarahin oleh pacar disuruh tidur ngeyel mulu dari tadi dan batere laptop juga udah sekarat. jadi, saya akhiri postingan kali ini. papay-xoxo

Hello, I'm tired.

I'm tired of everything. You know that feeling? When suddenly you just wanted to kill everyone?
Well, all I wanted to say is: I'm a teenager, you dumbass.
I would prefer to watch tv rather than studying. I like to hang out all day with my friends.
I sick off school, okay it's not like I literally hate school, I just hate the teachers, the tasks and the exams.
We're rebellious. We like to screw up and we fucked things up a lot of times.
We're trouble-maker. We don't wanna listen to our parents.
We want to sleep all day, and party all night long.
Wear what we wanna wear, do what we wanna do.
We like our music loud, so we can ignore the world and all its dramas even just for 3 minutes.
We want freedom. That's what we, teenagers, want and do.
Hey, to all parents whose child is a teenager right now, listen up.
Things are different between teenagers on your era and my era.
On your era, there's no twitter, or tumblr or any other social network.
And on your era, maybe you don't really mind about relationship because maybe, you think you're too young for that. But things are different now.
Well, I guess that's it. The point is: You don't know what it feels like to be me.
Things are getting really hard these days and I'm tired.
Just let me do everything I wanted to on this day, okay?
Because I'm tired. I repeat, very, very tired. Bye

What If..

What if, all these things I've been trough, all days I've passed. Was only a vision?
What it, right now, I'm lying in a hospital because of having a coma?
What if, right now, I'm still sleeping in my bedroom and this is only just a dream?
What if, months ago, I didn't follow him?
What if, on that day, I reject him?
What if, I accepted that boy?
What if, I didn't enter this school?
None of these will happen.
Okay, I know this is weird, but I'm just wondering.
I wish I can google all the questions that stuck on my head.
Why is there so much 'what if' in life?
Oh yeah, that's because there's an if in life.

Well, gue rasa yang postingan yang ini bener bener ga nyambung dan kata-katanya ngasal. maklumlah, saya tidak jago bahasa inggris. But who cares anyway? oke dadah.

Angket X-3

1.  Tercantik : Icha.
2. Terganteng : Kukuh.
3. Termanis : Agnes.
4. Terpinter : Ramos
5. Terbaik : Ramos, Desta.
6. Ternyolot : Imel.
7. Terfreak : Nabila.
8. Terlenjeh : Farisa.
9. Terpelit : Billy.
10. Termales : Pepep, Dinda.
11. Terlemot : Doli, Farisa.
12. Terngantuk : Beler, Dinda.
13. Terpelor : Beler, Dinda.
14. Terpaksa Ditemani : Aris, Putu.
15. Terancam punah : Aris, Putu.
16. Termadesu : Pepep, Dinda.
17. Tergiting : Yayang, Farisa, Nabila.
18. TerPK : Bilal, Imel, Icha.
19. Tersabar : Ramos, Ita.
20. Terngibul : Pepep, Putu.
21. Terheboh : Yayang, Imel.
22. Terlucu : Sogi, Ande, Dinda.
23. Terdiam : Ramos, Ita.
24. Teralim : Wahyu, Ita.
25. Terbolang : Barjun, Imel.
26. Terbohay : Baber, Icha.
27. Tersotoy : Yayang, Imel.
28. Terbacot : Yayang, Imel.
29. Tergila : Bilal, Nabila.
30. Terakus : Yayang, Ayu.
31. Terboros : Pepep, Ayu.
32. Terlaler : Hevian.
33. Ter-MT : Aang,Putu, Dita.
34. Terbolos : Pepep, Putu.
35. Terapih : Ramos, Pawes.
36. Best-couple : Desta-Barjun.
37. Terkurus : Piko, Pawes.
38. Terbesar : Ayu.
39. Terjodoh : Farisa-Aziz.
40. Tercadel : Novi.
41. Tergalak ; Wahyu, Dita.
42. Tergaul : Kukuh, Icha.
43. Terlebay : Yayang, Imel.
44. Tertinggi : Wahyu, Farisa.
45. Terpendek : Pepep, Dita.

 Well, That's it. Capek ngetik ah dadah.
Me Love You my X-3! ({}) ♥♥♥♥

30 ways to make a girl smile.

I hope you'd see this :
1. Tell her she's beautiful not hot or fine.
2. Hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. Kiss her on the forehead.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. When she is upset, hold her tight and don't let her go.
6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. Call her sweetie, not baby.
8. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. Pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. Write her notes [she loves them].
11. Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
12. Play with her hair and if it smells good tell her.
13. Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. Pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. Tell her funny jokes, stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes
16. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. Carve your names into a tree.
19. If she's mad, kiss her.
20. Give her piggyback rides.
21. Bring her flower just because.
22. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
23. Let her take a many pictures a she wants.
24. Slow dance with her even if there isn't music playing.
25. Kiss her in the rain.
26. Take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. Wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home.
28. When she's ill stay by her bedside.
29. Play fight with her and let her win.
30. And most importantly if you love her, tell her.

Friday oh Friday.

Soooooo today is my last day on school!! Okay, it's not like i'm leaving school literally. It's my last day on the old school building because our school is gonna be renovated. And........here's the story.
jadi hari ini tuh seru parah banget bangetan, okelebay-_-  seperti biasa kelas selalu rusuh terus tadi pas pelajaran mtk tiba tiba bu riska keluar kelas terus kita rusuh lagi, eh tiba tiba pada keluar kelas terus heboh. anak kelas 11 tuh lagi pada foto foto di lapangan. terus akhirnya kita foto foto juga dikelas rusuh banget eh tiba tiba yayang dengan sangat un-selo teriak 'woooyy!!! anak x3 semuanya disuruh turun!!' padahal gaada yang nyuruh turun-_- akhirnya sebagian kebawah sebagian tetep diatas, nah gue kan diatas lagi becanda sama syifa gtgt eh tiba tiba doli masuk ke kelas terus billy ngikutin. akhirnya gue konciin dari luar wakakaka jadinya dia kayak lagi homoan cuma berdua sama billy dikelas kesian bgt eh terus somay dateng terus kuncinya dikencengin sama dia jadi susah dibuka. terus lamalamalama akhirnya dibukain sama toku wkwk. abis itu gantian tuh x3 foto foto dilapangan sama guru guru lain juga rusuh deh pokoknya tapi diliatin sama anak 2012 jadi rada gaenak-_- eh tiba tiba anak x2 pada ngikutin ke lapangan terus jbjb foto kita lalala terus gantian mereka yang foto kan nah terus abis foto foto kita naik lagi ke kelas, anak cowok tuh pada nyoret nyoret tembok. kebetulan gue bawa spidol banyak akhirnya gue ikutan eh terus akhirnya jadi sekelas pada nulis di tembok semua. kita pada tanda tangan disitu hahaha seru deh tembok jadi penuh banget gaada yang kosong pokoknya. eh tiba tiba piko dengan paniknya lari ke kelas sambil teriak 'WOY! KABUR WOY LARI SEMUANYA! ADA PAK AGNI! BURUAN KEBAWAH KITA KABUR!!!' ngakak banget terus kita semua pada panik beresin tas terus langsung lari kebawah wkwk terus akhirnya kita duduk duduk depan koperasi sambil ketawa tawa, becanda, foto foto lagi pokoknya gitu deh nah terus pas cowoknya selesai sholat jumat kita gnumpul lagi ngobrol becanda bentar terus yang cowok pada ke baba yang cewek pada nyebar. akhirnya gue ke bepek sama menes, pawes, mute tuh berempat. udah deh selesaiiiii.
I'll miss you so much my old school!!! ({})

Hari ini.

Hari ini sebenernya biasa aja sih cuma gue iseng aja mau ngisi blog hehe oketrsknp gapenting skip dadah.
Karena ini hari senin, jadi kayak biasa gue nina pawes gtgt ke sevel tampur tapi tanpa nuke dan selvi. Nahhh terus pas disana gue ngga bisa berhenti ketawa gatau kenapa hari ini gue random banget *curhat* nah terusss tibatiba tuh si syifa sama lisa ngomongin m-tronik dan....gue ngakak ga berenti padahal sebenernya ngga ada yang lucu-_- oke sebenernya ada sih yang lucu yaitu......gue HAHAHA jayus okedadah. Abis itu biasa lah kita ngerandom random ga jelas ngomongin orang wkwk biasalah cewek (emangnya gue cewek?) NISSS PLEASEEEE STOP IT!!!! Terus yaudah tuh kita balik karena udah setengah 5 nah terus pas dijalan gue gatau gue dimana biasalah annisa memang buta jalan kemana-mana selalu naik ojek wkwk terussss untungnya tibatiba gue tau gue dimana dan abis itu mau langsung naik ojek kan tapi gue gabisa nyebrang eh tau taunya ada pak polisi dan dia pake kacamata item gitu terus dia nyengir ke gue dan bilang "ngga bisa nyebrang ya? sini saya sebrangin" HAHA malu abitch terus abis gue nyebrang gue serasa terbang abis disebrangin polisi sumpah tolol......-_- NAHHH abis itu kan gue lanjut jalan lalalalla eh ketemu dian andriani kawan lamaku. oketrsknp-_- udah ah capek laper mau makan ngantuk udahan curhatnya andenyah capek hehe dadaaaaaah

Kinan&Randi.

HAHAHA sialan emang gue dikerjain sama mereka-_-
 Conf nya super rusuh.

I say:

hai

Kinan says:

randinya gadiinvite nis?sekalian aja ngomong bertiga gt nis aku deg2an jg soalnya

I say:

-_____-

Zahra says:

Hai

I say:

oke tapan

Zahra says:

Emg knp kau kin?

Deg degan kenapa?

Randi26 has joined this conversation

Zahra says:

Crt dulu!!!

I say:

hai annisa cantik disini.

Randi26 says:

apa

Kinan says:

kinan jelek disini

gadeng cantik

SETRES AAA

Zahra says:

Duh pusing liat foto kalian

Eh hpnya mau dibawa mamaku bntr

I say:

oke busuk.

Kinan says:

randi mana?

I say:

straight to the point: annisa cantik.

oke stop.

kali ini serius

Zahra says:

Randi yg mana kinan yg mana-_-

Kinan says:

zahra......km pintar deh-_-

Randi26 says:

halo

Kinan says:

NISSS bantuin >,<

Randi26 says:

apaansih nih

I say:

ran serius yah

kata kinan........annisa cantik.

oke serius.

ran kata kinan lo......agak berubah

Kinan says:

NISSSSSSSS buruan keburu bete-_-

Randi26 says:

kenapasih-_-

Zahra says:

Perasaan kalian baek baek aja......

Kinan says:

ran

aku ngerasa beda

Randi26 says:

beda knp?

Kinan says:

km jd cuek skrg

I say:

berubah rannn

Kinan says:

belakangan ini aku ngerasa aku makin jelek

I say:

kin?-_-

Kinan says:

HEHE biar ga stres

Zahra says:

Bingung dgn nama kalian.......

Kinan says:

kinanti nirvana zahhhh drmn bingungnya sih-_-

I say:

zah plis.....

Zahra says:

Skrg begini deh, sebulan aja blm udh brntm molooo

Kinan knp gaberani ngmg sm randoy

I say:

tau tuh-_-

Zahra says:

Kesian randoynyaah kalo ngmg ngmg sm kitanya jg

I say:

randinya mana?

Zahra says:

Trs kalian itu udh cocok

Randi26 says:

apa

Kinan says:

iya pdhl aku udh ngerasa cocok...tp....

Randi26 says:

ini kenapasih

Zahra says:

Cuek sm cuek

Aku nda tau masalahnya

Randi kan udh tau kinan knp

Selesain sendiri chat sanaah

Ini untuk menggila sajaaah

Kinan says:

km yg knp ran

Zahra says:

Ah lebaiiiiyyyyiiiiiyyyyiiiii

Kinan says:

jgn left zaah gbs sendiri

Zahra says:

Gamau left-___-

Kenapa gabisaaaa?

Yg tau hubungan kalian kan kalian

Yg ngejalanin kalian

I say:

plis jangan rusuh, selon aja aku gangerti-_-

Randi26 says:

paansihnih

Kinan says:

apasih yg km ngerti nis-_-

Zahra says:

Maunya apa ran? Baca lah chatnya-_-

Randi26 says:

O

Kinan says:

tai lu ran

Randi26 says:

apalo babi

I say:

jangan berantem dong.......

Randi26 says:

hahahah

Kinan says:

dia yg ngajakin nissss

zah nis aku mau ngomong

I say:

annisa cantik.

Kinan says:

sebenernya......aku pria

I say:

oke selesai.

serius.........

Randi26 says:

sebenernya..........saya wanita

I say:

stress okedadah

Zahra says:

Hem-_---------------

Ngmg kin silahkan

Randi26 says:

sbnrnya....

Kinan says:

aku............

lelaki.......

bujangan

GADENG

Randi26 says:

aku.......

wanita......

idaman

Zahra says:

Lama

-___-

Kinan says:

yg lama bales kan elo zah

I say:

tai lo semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

emosi nih woy

Kinan says:

udah ah ngaku yg ini randi

itu kinan

Randi26 says:

tauzah yang lama bls kan km

Kinan says:

wassalam

;p

I say:

lelet lu pada

Zahra says:

Gue padahal balesnya ga lama

Randi26 says:

INI KINAN WKAK

I say:

anjing babi

Randi26 says:

indahnya ngerjain orang,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I say:

fak abis

mati lo

Kinan says:

HAHAHAHA

rawr gigit nih

Randi26 says:

AH ANNISA MAH MUAH MUAH

Zahra says:

Udh bodo dadah

Randi26 says:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

I say:

babi lo semua anjinggggggg mati looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Zahra says:

Kok alay.-_- wkwkwk

E-mail kalian itu loh yg aku curigakan

Randi26 says:

ih annisa mah ah......

WKWKW MAAFYAH MUAH SAYANGKALIAN

Randi26 says:

NISA UDH CEMAS WKKWK

Zahra says:

Aku pikir dari td ah paling bercanda

Gtgt

Gaboleh ngmg jorok nis....ckckck

Kinan says:

zahra hebat ya.....berbakat jd mamaloren

Zahra says:

Gue mah udh tau akal akalan best couple

Lo berdua kan akalnya ada ada aja

Kinan says:

uminyuminyu wkwkwk

Zahra says:

Apalagi randi!-_-

Kinan says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

ih andenya ngambek-_-

Kinan says:

iya.....

maafkan kami nisa

Zahra says:

Nisa kok gaenak ya pen ngakak

Kinan says:

nis cantik deh nis

kubeliin roti ya nis ya

Zahra says:

Roti kering wakakakakak

Kinan says:

marah beneran.....rawr abiez

Kinan says:

IH ANNISA MAAAAAAH

annisadevianda says:

gue ga marah kok

Kinan says:

ah boong

Zahra says:

Hayolo kaliandddh

Randi26 says:

itukan aku kin-_-

Kinan says:

OOOOH

AH AUAH BINGUNG

Randi26 says:

HAHA yg menang akoe asik

Kinan says:

mamam noh asik-_-

Randi26 says:

aum

I say:

tai looooooo

itu randi

Randi26 says:

wkwkwk

Zahra says:

Sbr ya nde

Kinan says:

-_-

Zahra says:

Gue mah tau akalannya randi

Kinan says:

maaf ya nde....

Zahra says:

Waktu itu aja dia ganti dn nya iman.....

Randi26 says:

iya.......

wakak balyaw ntar cari cara lain ahh

Kinan says:

cara lainnya gmn ya hem

tukeran msn aja sekalian-_-

Zahra says:

Dan ide ide gilanya yg kadang menarik

Randi26 says:

iya...

udah basi ntar yg ngamuk zahr

eh away makand

Zahra says:

Ngapain ngamuk.

Org udh tau hahaha

Brb sholadh

Maaf ya nde....

Kinan says:

okeh

brb makan solat

iyande maaf ya........

Randi26 says:

bek

maaf ya..nde

OH-SO-HAPPY-LIFE.

Let's just get straight to the point. I miss my childhood. I really do.
This morning I saw eqal, aika and a few of my little friends. Well, I admit it. I am so jealous with them.
All they do is just having fun. I mean JUST having fun ALL THE TIME.

No need to think about school tasks that's driving you insane. No need to think about boys. No need to think about all the people whose crazy about popularity. No need to think about some conflicts in your family. They're just kids, all they have to think about is just ways to have fun. I miss those times. I wish I could just turn back the time. I watn to be a 12 years old kid FOREVER. Seriously, things are getting really crazy these days. I'm soooooooooo fckng frustrated. Luckily, I have many bestfriends and my bf beside me. Thankuuu for brighten up my days even though your a lil' bit annoying sometimes :p Love you guysss :* ({})

I'm gone.

I'm all out of faith. I'm lie awaken and I can see the perfect sky is torn.
I got nowhere to run. I just wanna scream. But no matter how loud I've screamed it just like no one's listening.
Let it rain. Let it pour. Let the storm goes on. Let the rain wash the pain of yesterday.
I got a tons of pain in my chest. It's like the whole world's burden is in my shoulder.
I'm tired but I must carry on. The path is too long, my destination is still far.
I got nothing left to lose. Everyone's already walked away.
My loneliness is killing me. I know I'm not good enough.
If I close my eyes forever. Would it ease the pain? Can I breathe again?

Do you?

Do you ever had that feeling?


The feeling of being forgot, unwanted, not good enough. 
The feeling of missing someone so bad and then knowing that they don't miss you.
The feeling of being left out in the dark, just like there's no one wants to be with you.
The feeling of somehow, you just don't belong.


Well, I do. It hurts. So bad. It's like crying are not even enough to remove the pain.


I just want you to hold me tight and don't let ever go.
I want you to tell me that everything's gonna be okay.
But I know you won't.

DO-FUN

jadi......pas hari selasa tanggal 19 april gue sama anak x3 ke dufan tapi ada anak x4 sama x5 nya jga jadilah kita pergi ber 22 orang dan itu rame banget-_- yang ikut: gue, imel, menes, dinda, farisa, ageng, ramos, yayang, barjun, desta, syifa, mamot, mute, hevian, ghifari, fahri, emir, audry, ayu, icha trs gatau lagi lupa-___- pas lagi di harmoni tau tau hevian kebelet pipis ga nahan akhirnya dia nyari toilet dan kita sama sekali gatau, pas kita udah jauh gataunya hevian masih di harmoni wkakaka akhirnya dia ke ancolnya nyusul sama dinda. terussss pas nyampe kita makan blablabla abis itu kita langsung naik kicir kicirdan astaga gue nahan supaya sepatu gue ga jatoh dan akhirnya kaki kiri gue bengkak dan itu cacat abis wkwk abis itu kita naik alap alap abis itu kita ke isbon pas di isbon rusuh parah kan kita rame jadi pake 4 perahu trs tibatiba yayang udah naik ke stage sambil teriak 'woy fotoin gua  dong sama monyet blabla' ngakak banget eh terus barjun sama ghifari ngikut ngikut terus desta sama syifa juga ngikut dan rusuh banget pokoknya-_- abis itu kita naik apa ya lupa pokoknya abis itu kita langsung naik alap alap dan gue paling depan itu juga rebutan sama ghifari wkaka asik parah di paling depan mau lagi pokoknya trs abis itu kita naik halilintar tadinya gue mau dipaling depan sama fahri eh imelnya ngambek maunya kedua bareng gue cieee haha akhirnya gue kedua bareng imel dan itu ngakak banget, si fahri rusuh sambil joget joget udah gt fotonya astaga....busuk abis suram-_- trsss kita ngapain ya lupa...ohiya kita ke mcd kan mau makan itu makannya rusuh karena kita ber21 jadinya rame dan kita semua ngegelar dibawah udah kayak apaan tau tapi kocak, abis makan ga lama kita langsung naik rajawali tadinya gue gamau takut muntah eh taunya pas udah naik...ngantuk banget serasa diayun ayun-_- yang lain juga pada gitu udah pasang posisi mau tidur pengen meluk bantal wakakak udah pada merem merem gitu trs pas udah turun kita langsung ngiter ngiter ga jelas dan akhirnya naik apagt yang ayunan itu namanya apaan ya gue lupa. gue pikir bakalan serem eh taunya enak parah serasa diayun ayun hahaha udah gitu yang anak cowoknya pada bunyiin rantainya sambil teriak teriak KR29 TIDAK TAKUT APAPUN BLABLABLA pokoknya ngakak bgt serasa mau tubir-_- abis itu kita naik apagt deh pokoknya bikin pusing soalnya jalannya mundur tadinya gamau naik takut muntah eh anak2 pada ngatain yah cems lo nde blablabla dan....karena gamau dibilang cemen akhirnya gue maksain naik itu-_- trs pas udah selesai kirain bakalan muntah taunya mual aja ngga haha yes eh malahan hevian, ghifari, fahri, imel, barjun gtgt pada mual pingin muntah HAHAHA MAKAN TUH MUNTAH KARMA WKAKAK dan agak lama ya nungguin mereka galau pingin muntah apa ngga trs pas udah pada agak enakan kita langsung lanjut hysteria!!! akhirnya!!!! HAHA antrinya panjang banget kayak apaan tau trs pas udah mau naik eh taunya gue sama imel kepisah cuma berdua doang-_- eh terus abis itu naik dan ternyata gitu doang dan gue ketagihan dan mau lagi dan mau lagi abis itu kita foto foto didepan hysteria abis itu kita naik kora kora dan gue paling belakang seru parahh tinggi banget wkwk norak ._. abis itu kita duduk doang di deket bianglala abis itu karena udah mau malem akhirnya kita jalan deh ke pantai sampe akhirnya jam 8 baru deh pada pulang kerumah masing masing oke dadah sekian.

random

okaaaay so why do I named this post random? well, just like the older post. it's about my random thoughts. oooooo let's skip that, shall we?-_-

it's 12:36 am. I dunno what to do. I don't feel sleepy, yet. My boyf already in dreamland right now so I have absolutely nothing to do now. my friends already go to sleep now zzzz-_- soooo, maybe i'm just gonna tell you about what happened today. oh, i mean yesterday.

so, yesterday. 08th april 2011. was my first anniversary with my boyfriend named andika :3  let's start from 00.00 am. he sent me a really really really sweet message about how much he loves me blablablah but i don't really trust him. in fact, i don't trust anyone except my parents. and after some goodnight kisses i went to sleep. and when i'm in school there's no word from him. no text. no missed call. just nothing. so i had to texts him first blablah skip. yesterday was totally fun, my voice is getting weird because i had too much ice and i was laughing too much at school-_- i just can't concentrate. at all. my chairmate, imel. was so fckn loud ugh, she always said about how pretty she was. and she always makes me laugh when she said that. i dunno why, but it sounds really funny. i just can't stop laughing when math class because of her. but yesterday i getting kinda' pissed because of my friend putu. she said she was gonna watch bruno mars. but i know she's lying. well, we (the rest of the class) know that she was lying. putu is a drama queen you know? she likes to show-off and it was reallyyyy annoying.

okay the laptop's battery is getting low so goodbye~